I said no, no, no

I just watched a video of Amy Winehouse "perform" in Belgrade this year, the video of Winehouse extremely high playing with baby mice with Pete Docherty (another addict), and her Rehab and Back to Black video clips. I actually feel so sad for her. I felt so awkward and embarrassed for her watching the footage of her stumbling on stage and slurring the lyrics she did remember. I pitied her as she held the baby mouse up like a little toy and begged the viewer (her husband Blake Fielder-Civil) not to "divorce mummy because she loves him so". I then realised what a true shame it all was as I listened to her powerful, soulful voice at it's best. She had so much talent and it was simply squandered. Nobody helped her...then again...perhaps she really did not want the help that was available, preferring to pass through in a daze until it all went away and the noise stopped.