I don't know if many people feel jealous over their mother's appearance buuuuut seeing photos of my mum at a nude beach in Europe at around my age, maybe a few years older, basically just destroyed my self esteem. I would give anything to swap my boobs for hers. I absolutely battle with my appearance day in day out and have done since I was a little girl. I remember agonising over a small mole on my ankle when I was about 6 or 7 and it has continued since then. I'm so sick of constantly thinking of ways to improve myself, of always feeling self conscious. I just want to be able to accept myself as I am. I don't understand why it is so hard to achieve it.